God is been so wonderful to me..

Its 3am now...am still awake..because i went to my auty's house after nite service. As being a christian i know how to behave my self as a God's child...i have alots of church friends teach me how to follow in faith with God. Not only them but i need to put in practise by praying everyday...and when i say praying means im conversing to God...he will talk to me in spirit. I havent listen to his voice yet..but i speak in tougue by the holy spirit to communicate with me, thats how i keep my self close to God.

Well Jesus has been very good to me all the time...yes..as a child of God i need to rely to Him in everything i do n go. He will lead me the way and guide me along with my giant warrior angel with me..guiding and protecting me in my going out and coming in. Jesus eyes is set on every1 He always watch us what we are doing.

Im very much change in the sense of music. Let me tell you something...long time back i used to listen to HIp hOp music and very crazy in watching Tv and wasting my time reading all kinds off worldly book such as harry potter which is witchcratf and books like novel for daydreamers...but now as i go closer to God and His spirit..praying for the need as everyday prayer i used to do..He change me not only my mind but spiritually...u get what i mean? Means He change me fully my mind, heart and soul to draw closer to Him....by praising Him everyday and keeping myself pure and honest. As a temple of God he keep my temple holy and for His spirit to come into. Ohh yea..now i dont listen to Hip Hop or any worldly music...i begin to praise Him with song of worship to remind myself that Jesus died for my sin and your sin and washed and cleance our sin with the blood of the Lamb.

Jesus is yesterday, today and forever. The living God that speak to us..if he can speaks to Abraham...& Moses surely God can speak to us..and i believe that..im waiting when God is going to speak to me...n im waiting for Him to come as the time of Revelation is here.

Jesus has saved me from the miry pit and when i cry into the weary of darkness he brought light into my life. God is great and He is my God. Just believe and trust Him. He God our saviour who save our soul from entering to Hell...and he is waiting for all us..as children of God to enter in the Kingdom of God. With the presence of the Lord i find peace, joy and happiness.

Im very happy that im change and would like to change other to know Christ out King is the way the truth and the life. Im very happy that Jesus love me so much that even my parents never love like Jesus do. Because His love is unfailling love. I praise and thanks Jesus for He bring victory into out lives. Praise and glorify Hi, because He is the Jesus Christ of Nazerath.

Delivered From Demonic Possession and Healed Of Colon Cancer - Alice Lee, Kuala Lumpur, 1994

Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today and forever. And Jesus heals today, praise God! By the grace of God, I am still alive today.
It was in 1994 that I was robbed at knifepoint. I was showing a client an apartment but he tied me up and blindfolded me before taking my things. Somehow, I managed to get myself free and call for help.

I later identified this guy and he was arrested. But then, I fell sick and was hospitalised for seven days. I thought it was only high fever but actually, the spirit of fear had already gripped me. At the time, I had drifted away from God due to personal reasons.

On the third day after being discharged from the hospital, I suddenly fell sick again. This time, the spirit of death came over me at about three o'clock in the morning. I felt breathless and ran to the kitchen to have a drink. I saw a bright light and was so deceived that I thought what most of us would think - that the light was Jesus and that He was coming. But it was not so.

I later realised that the light I saw was actually Satan masquerading as the angel of light. While I was in the hospital in my backslidden condition, I had opened the door to the false light. I had allowed a friend who believed in Mahikari to lay hands on me and to release that light to me.

If the light I saw had been of God, I would have felt peace and joy, the fruit of the Holy Spirit. But I went into a daze as if I were insane. My mom, who was then not a Christian, went to the medium and the fortune teller. They told her that I only had three percent life left. I myself thought I was dying because I felt so old.

Thank God that my brother managed to contact Pastor Jean, whom we did not even know at that time, to request her to pray for me.

My mom challenged Pastor Jean. "I give you three days. If by the end of three days, my daughter is not well, I will bring her back to the medium in Melaka."
Praise God for Pastor Jean who was able to convince my mom that if she wanted to see me well, she would have to believe in Jesus. I thank God that through her faith, she saw the miracle in my life.

Pastor Jean brought me to her apartment in Sri Sentosa. (There was no Prayer House in Persiaran Duta as yet.) When I arrived there, I was already in a daze. I felt like I was floating and talked nonsense. I just fell flat on the couch and I could not respond anymore.

The intercessors later told me that they kept on reading the word of God to me to get it into my spirit. At the same time, they prayed continuously for me. My brother was also asked to be involved in praying. With the help of cassette tapes, they kept up the worship throughout the whole deliverance session. Because I could not respond to ministry myself, my brother was asked to repent on my behalf.

As they read the word of God to me, tears began to run down my face and I began to manifest. Suddenly, the anger within me arose, the bitterness and unforgiveness that I had carried with me for nine years against someone who had hurt me very much. I could not forgive.

They asked me to forgive but I said I could not. I told them that he did not deserve my forgiveness. But they said that I must choose to forgive even if I did not want to forgive because Jesus had forgiven me. Finally, they managed to get through to me and healing began to take place.

One thing after another began to manifest as the Lord delivered me from all the evil things that I had allowed into my life, especially during those backslidden years. As God cleansed me through a massive deliverance, I vomited stuff in all kinds of colours - eventually 30 bags full!
Pastor Jean used the authority of God against Mahikari, the effects of having been robbed and of being so badly hurt. I spat everywhere because I was so angry but thank God that I was able to release all the hurt that I received.

The worst was on the second night. I was not aware of what was happening but was later told that I was on the floor, spinning. I spoke Taiwanese in a poetic way, which I had never learnt. (On a visit to Taiwan, I had entered a temple that had 200 Buddhas and even brought back a lot of the little monk figures as souvenirs. When you backslide, you do things that open the door for spirits to enter.)

I grew worse. The intercessors kept calling me but I was in the valley of the shadow of death. I felt so old and that I would soon die. My brother was so concerned that he wanted to take me to the hospital. Pastor Jean told him, "You just took her out of the hospital and now you want to send her back."

Suddenly, the Lord Jesus woke me up and I was able to respond. Praise God! I thank God that by His grace, I was set free in less than three days. The next morning, I was able to praise and give thanks to God.

After being healed, I went to the Station of Life (a Bible school in Sabah). On my return a month later, I went back to work. I was told not to but I could not let go because I enjoyed making money. Although the Lord had done so much for me, I still did not feel secure. My security was money. I still thought I needed money in order to serve Him.

One year later, I was diagnosed as having colon cancer. When I was first hospitalised, I did not even know that I had cancer. After what I had been through, my parents did not want me to fear. They only told me that there was a growth in my large intestine and I needed to be operated on because my stomach bloated like a balloon.

Actually, I had a call on my life but I did not want to fulfil that call because of a lot of past hurts. So the Lord had to deal with me. Sickness does not come from God. Sickness comes from Satan. When we are disobedient, God allows trials in our lives. Just before the operation, I bargained with the Lord, "If You give me back my life, I will serve You."

That very month, I had made a good sum of money. But God said, "Now you see you have the money, but the money will be gone. You have the money but you do not have life. When you have Me, you have everything." Eventually, I had to spend more than RM20,000 on medical expenses.

Two weeks after I was discharged from the hospital, I went to the surgeon and it was revealed to me that I was suffering from cancer. I asked what my chances of survival were. He told me that I could go for chemotherapy but that even with the treatment, there was no guarantee of cure.

During that time, I did not have enough faith to believe Pastor Jean when she told me, "Do not go for chemotherapy. It will kill you."

I took my dad's advice. He was not yet a Christian and he said, "You need Jesus and you also need the doctor." I give all due respect to the doctors but I now realise that God is our Great Physician.

I went for chemotherapy for a while. My hair dropped. It was bad. I can identify with people who go through it. You know what it is like. You cannot eat, you get nauseated and you grow dark and become thin.

After a while, I went to Prayer House to wait in the presence of God. One day, I told Pastor Jean that I was going for chemotherapy and asked her to pray for me. She said, "Why ask me to pray when you want to go for chemotherapy? Chemotherapy will kill you."
She showed me what the Bible says about King Asa in 2 Chron 16:12-13: "And in the thirty-ninth year of his reign, Asa became diseased in his feet, and his malady was severe; yet in his disease he did not seek the LORD, but the physicians. So Asa rested with his fathers; he died in the forty-first year of his reign."

Something in my spirit arose. I did not want to die. I was going to trust the Lord all the way. So I went straight to the oncologist to tell him I was not going on with the chemotherapy anymore. He scolded me, saying that I was responding so well, why would I want to stop? I told him that I would trust my Jesus, the Great Physician, and I just left. The doctor said that it was my life anyway.

So I went back and continued to go to Prayer House. I drove Pastor Jean to wherever she ministered, just believing that I was healed. True enough, I was healed. I did not even know that I was healed until one day, a Christian doctor told me not to assume that I had been healed but to go for a check-up. It cost me more than RM1,000 for the test. But, praise the Lord, I was clear of all cancer!

I thank God for He is a miracle-working God, even today. I believe in the word of God that "I shall not die, but live, and declare the works of the LORD (Ps 118:17). That's why I am here today, praise the Lord!

BELIEVE ThaT JeSus Is OuR hEaler!!! * not even DOCTORS can HeAL ThE siCk*

The world is ruling by Demons.

I would like to tell in my own point of how we need to live life. We are living here as a multy racial country...and we got all races. But i'm more concern on chriatianity on how the way they live as a Christian.

Christians are the Sons/Daughter of God. What does the word God is? To me God is holy, pure, caring, a Father's unfailig love, compasionate, merciful, our saviour, give peace in life. So as the children of god. Let me put it this way, what if the children of God, does things so bad in the eye of God. Eg: drinking till drunk, smoke, having sexual intercourse* b4 married*, clubs and aldultery. These are the improper for God's holy people. Because this days christian they dont act like a christians..they mix and mingle with people of the world that can be easily influence and the enemy(satan) will start enjoying because the child of God has Sin and the child of God instead prasing God he/she gloryfiying the devil. Y? Because the world is ruling by the devils. and Christians these days are not obeying the word of God.



Let me tell you how does Satan came into the world. God made Man by his own image and create it with dust, and because create man.



The Lord God formed the man from the dust of the ground and breathe into his nostrils the breathe of life and the man became a living being. * Gen 2:7



And the Lord God saw that the man was lonely and so God thought of creating a suitable partner for the man and he create women by the ribs.

So the Lord God cause the man to fall into a deep sleep,

and while he was sleeping, he took one of the man's rib and close up the place with flesh.

Then the Lord God made a women from the rib and he had brought her to the man.

*Gen 2:21-22

And God said to the man 1st, "u can eat any tree in the Garden of Eden except the tree of life in the centre of the garden". Because God knows that there is an enemy will approch to deceived man. So he told the man that he create, to stay away from the tree.

And the Lord God commended the man,

"you are free to eat from any tree in the garden,

but you must not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil,

for when you eat of it, you will surely die" *Gen 2:16-17

I tell you now the world is rulling by the demons, that's why the people on earth is falling into sin and more sin because they are disobeying the Word of God. The serpent is 1st enemy deceived man on earth. He is very tricky and the same way he is very bad. This is how the world now going bad because of the enemy.

Do you know the enemy deceived man in the 1st place? and you know why christians now dont believe the word of God? Because of the SIN of our 1st parents adam & eve we are in the state of falling into sin and disobeying God's word.

The serpant is OUR enemy, and the serpent was more crafty than any other of the wild animals the Lord God has made. You know he approch to the women in the garden and said to her " Did God really say, that you must not eat from any tree in the garden"? * Gen 3:1. You know the serpent is very tricky he can make you fall into sin so easily even when God said to the man do not eat that tree of good and evil, but you see the serpent went and spoke to the women!! That why i notice that women in the world very easily to be attract in my opinion i say.

CHRISTIANS, if you dont believe me, read the bible book of Genesis and picture it how SATAN come into the world. This is why the world is rulling by Satans. But many if us never realize and dont know. That's young now the devils is pulling young people to SIN because young people are growing and they gonna have a future ...that the bible clearly say...the devil comes to KILL, STEAL & DESTROY. The devil using them to open wide their to see the world and live for the world and glorify the Evil ones.

We need to grow in faith and ask God to forgive our sins for he has died on the cross for OUR sins.

God bless you.

WaT iz sIn?

The Big Question
We live in a culture where the concept of sin has become entangled in legalistic arguments over right and wrong. When many of us consider "What is sin?" we think of violations of the Ten Commandments. Even then, we tend to think of murder and adultery as "major" sins compared with lying, cursing, or idolatry. The truth is that sin, as defined in the original translations of the Bible, means "to miss the mark." The mark, in this case, is the standard of perfection established by God and evidenced by Jesus. Viewed in that light, it is clear that we are all sinners.

The Apostle Paul says in Romans 3:23: "All have sinned and fall short of the glory of God." In light of this, it does no good to compare ourselves to others. We cannot escape our failure to be righteous in our own strength. This is by God's design, because only when we understand our weakness will we consider relying on the atoning sacrifice of Jesus.


A Biblical PerspectiveSin
is mentioned hundreds of times in the Bible, starting with the "original" sin when Adam and Eve ate of the tree of knowledge. Often it seems as if sin is simply the violation of any of God's laws, including the Ten Commandments. Paul, however, puts this in perspective in Romans 3:20, when he says, "Therefore no one will be declared righteous in His sight by observing the law; rather, through the law we become conscious of sin." God wanted us to recognize our sins.

Even those who have not murdered or committed adultery will find themselves convicted of lying, or of worshipping false idols like wealth or power ahead of God. Tragically, sin in any amount will distance us from God. "Surely the arm of the LORD is not too short to save, nor His ear too dull to hear," says Isaiah 59: 1-2. "But your iniquities have separated you from your God; your sins have hidden His face from you, so that He will not hear." We must resist the temptation to act as if we are righteous, especially by leaning on our good works. "If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. If we claim we have not sinned, we make him out to be a liar and his word has no place in our lives" (1 John 1:8-10).



A Call to Repentence.
The good news in all of this is that, once we recognize ourselves as sinners, we need only to repent and embrace Jesus to be forgiven. Jesus can forgive us because he died and rose again three days later in victory over sin and death.

The Apostle Paul refers to this process of recognizing sin and being responsible for it as "godly sorrow." "Godly sorrow brings repentance that leads to salvation and leaves no regret, but worldly sorrow brings death," Paul writes in 2 Corinthians 7:10-11. "See what this godly sorrow has produced in you: what earnestness, what eagerness to clear yourselves, what indignation, what alarm, what longing, what concern, what readiness to see justice done. At every point you have proved yourselves to be innocent in this matter."

I cant sleep & writting something to get me to sleep..!!

Ok its 3am and am listening to neo- so sick of love song...hahaah yea yea i know its alod song but there such meaningfull..hehe ..yea yea..i m like awwww..... well there is time im sick of love song..but if attend to a wedding and play some romantic songs wow...i feel so touch..once am out of the hall "ok mind, get off its enough dreaming on" haha.

Yea lately i was watching STeP uP 2 the sTreeT.!! wow..well tell you something about my self..i Like to hip hop dance..used to be 1 during poly..i used to break dance awhile and some reason got out of class coz got alot of assigment but yea, i did ma pracrise alomost in the weekend, but now i cant even bend my back to the bottom..how ridiculioius can it be....my bone has gone numd to bend even when i try to do "baby freeze" i cant even lift up my legs up high..oh dear..no wonder am putting on weight so fast.. arrgghhh!! anyway it was waaaaayyyy 4 years back..heheheahhaa...well it happen for a reason rite???

Ok ok....come to the point..yea while watching step up 2....wow i like the guy "Robert Hu ffman" he is such a fantastic break dance and hip hop...wow..well i did watch step up 1..but i cant rememer its the same guy...anyway the gal also even hottter ...feeeww!!!! man i love the movie..hehe coz i love to dance..way back in ma sec skul yea i was a dancer too.. man but not that good as i was on Poly...poly i really had so much of fun wif ma hip hop frens...but sad no contacts now...thinkin even further i guess there must in the good position now...

Well dancing to me was just a passion and just to spend time on the skills and get improving on body weight such as fitness..yea dancing is 1 way to keep fit and healthy coz the more you dance like crazy n sweat like rain falling down over ya head..man ur staying fit..yea well i used to be fit before thinking about now i was cry....hhahhaa i put on weight..well after watching the step up wow..i was just reflecting my past i used to be its just memory but this memory cant turn back time...so am happy who am i now. :)

Its a excellent show...do watch it...open to any1 but i tell u mainly those who like to dance...Hip Hop peepszzz....WATCH IT.!! :P

Am still not sleepy ...am gonna watch "StoMp thE yarD"..well its another street dancing movie...man yea..i like this kinda movie... cant keep off my eye from dancing..opppzz i mean "mind" hahahaha... ok guys show started...see ya..

Karen.VA

Christians!!! we are not for the world....

For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die, but if ye through the spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live. For many as are led by the spirit of God, they are the sons of God. ( Rom 8:13-14)

As sons of God, we do not succumb to sickness or give in to the attacks of the enemy. Although we are in the world, we are NOT for the world. We are no longer under the rule of our enemy, the god of this world. We have been born of the spirit of God and we live by the spirit for if we live by the flesh we will die. The enemy got the wrong person.

But if ye be led of the spirit, ye are not under the Law. ( Gal 5:18).

What is the law paul talking about? it is the law of sin and death.

Paul said: For the law of the spirit of life in Christ Jesus hath made me free from the law of sin and death. Rom 8:2

As people of God, we have no choice. We can choose to either live by the flesh or live by the spirit. The moment we choose to live the life of flesh, we will die. But if we live by the spirit, we will live.

WHY? Because when a person choose to live by the spirit, he is no longer governed by the spirit of the world which bring death, but he comes under the law of the spirit of life that gives life.

To live by the flesh means DEATH, to live by the spirit means LIFE. Only sons of God can live by the spirit and only those who live by the spirit are sons of God. Only sons of God can destroy the works of the enemy (devil).

To live by the Spirit means to live as Sons of God. Sons of God are here to destroy the works of the devil. Sons of God look only to the Father in heaven for their need. Sons of God have the pwer to heal the sick, cleance the lepers, cast out demons and even raise the death. * Not even DOCTORS can do that *

Sons of God exist only to do the will of the Father. Sons of God have ABUNDANT life. Sons of

God cannot be sick.

More to come. do read.

God Bless

tHe reAl beAuTy oF chRisTLikenEsS iS thE rEaL meAsUre of a wOmeN

There is no more beautiful women than one who is clothed in the Lord Jesus Christ. She is marked by tender kindness, humility, patience, forgiveness, love, peace, joy and thankfulness. ( Col 3:12-17). None can be bought at any price. Yet all are free to any women who chooses to live in Christ, even as He Himself lives in her.

A women's strength of character os found in an ancient fomula. The apostle Peter said " For in this manner, in former times, the holy women who trusted in God also adorned themselves, being submissive to their husbands". A women who wants to be strong and beautiful will not put her confidence in expensive jewelry, fine clothes, and cosmestics.. That doesn't mean she wont use them. It means she wont count on them.

The godly women puts her real confidence in the graciousness, strength, and integrity that comes from her relationship to Christ. Her beauty will come naturally. Quite unconciously she will become a model of what God can do in a women. She will prove that the best-dressed women wear dignity, strength, honour and quiet confidence in God as unfading sources of beauty. And according to Peter, if she married, her beauty comes in being submissive to her husband.

A women's strength of character is made perfect in weakness. In that sense, a women's strength of character is like a man's. Referring to the inner strength that comes from the spirit of God, paul wrote in the bible," But we have this treausure in earthen vessels, that the excellence of the power may be of God and not of us." And he wrote again, of his struggleto cope with the physical weakness. He found that the Lord wouldn't remove it but would only say " My grace is sufficient for you, for my strength is made perfect in weakness."therefore most gladly i will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me". ( 2 Cor 12:9)

Living in a weaker vessel (1 pet 3:7) can be anadvantage. Relative pyhsical weakness can be anoccasion for a women to become strong in the Lord. An awareness of any weakness gives her a reason to depend on the strength of the Lord.

A women's strength of character must be channeled through her circumstances. If she is single, she should prayerfully consider all of her options. She should ask whether or not the Lord has given her a deep and abiding desire to devote all of her attention to Him and the service of His people. It's the kind of radical potential Paul had in mind when he wrote: The unmarried women cares about the things of the Lord, that she may be holy both in body and in spirit. But she is who is married cares about the things of the world, how she may please her husband. And this i say for your own profit, not that i may put leash on you, but for what is proper, and that you may serve the Lord without distraction (1 cor 7: 34-35). Paul, himself single, was close to the Lord when he wrote this. he saw the value of being free to devote oneself entirely to the Lord and to the eternal, spiritual needs of His people.

WOMEN'S STRENGTH OF CHARACTER

The most beautiful women in the world are not those who parade in swimsuit and evening gowns before the judge and television cameras. The real finalists and winners are those women who have the inner glow of grace and compassion.

No amount of physical beauty can match the spiritual dignity or attractiveness of a mature women of God. She is a person of serenity because her trust and security is in the Lord. She is a person of dignity because her value and sence of significance is found in God. She will reflect the kind of inner beauty that goes more than call attention to herself. It a beauty that is far more important than anything merely skin deep.

"A women's strength of character is found in the person and example of Jesus Christ". He knew how to live under even the worst kind of authority and still make the best of it. Even though He was the King of Kings and Lord of Lords, Jesus didn't insist on coming into the world in the role of a King.

The apostle Peter described Christ's ability to live under misused authority and then used His example to show what God can do in a women.

Do not let your beauty be that outward adorning of arranging the hair,

of wearing gold, or of putting on fine apparel; but let it be hidden person of a heart,

with the incorruptible ornament of a gentle and quiet spirit,

which is very precious to God. For in this manner,

in former times, the holy women who trusted in God also adorned themselves,

being submissive to their own husbands (1 pet 3:3-5).

Our Lord's example does not mean that a women should endure any and all physical abuse from a man just because He allowed Himself to be nailed to a cross without going for help. Jesus did not always put Himself at the mercy of the mobs and thier governors. He did not take pleasure in being beaten. He allowed Himself to be at thier mercy only when He knew His suffering would bring salvation to all men and women. At other times, Christ wisely took evasive action.

The result was that Jesus reflected a graciousness and strength that was rooted not in passive aggressiveness but in the strength of His relationship with the Father. It is the same strength of spirit that He can now produce in any women who chooses to find her security and example in Him.